It should seem like such a simple thing. In our first and mature state we are humans from the point of being carried in a womb to death. A collection of cells organized to create organs and tissues in patterns that are simple and yet complex.
This simple complexity doesn't leave us as we grow. It expands like the universe surrounding us. It starts with feeling. What does the grass, the air, the wet dirt feel like? How does a hot cup of hot chocolate bring such comfort on a cold day? Forever expanding.
As we become aware of ourselves we start looking at gender, sexuality, passions, and talents. Things that all grow in a fluid unfixed movement. But when we find our fluidness with gender how it becomes confusing. Isn't there only supposed to be a limited amount of genders? So why don't I feel like any of them? The complexity sets it.
We are human first before we are male, female, nongender specific, you name it. As human we have many parts of us. Many type of self expressions. Gender and sexuality is fluid as well. Is it so hard to believe that one can feel a range genders? Yet it leaves many in such a twisted confusing knot.
Step away from thing we know as society and look into oneself. Feel how you resonate, the vibration of the functioning organs putting off energy inside of us. The complexity steps away and we are human once more without the expectation of certain social interaction. Hold on to this feeling and come back. How does it feel now to just exist?
Maybe we should live like this more often. Aware of the simplistic truth that we are humans,not needing to be specifically male or female. That we Don have to love a specific sex. That we can just grow and expand. We should take note from our universe. Find the seemingly never ending stars and grasp them in our hands.
We are human first and foremost.
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